Wearing earplugs to sleep reminds me of my childhood bc I had to wear them in the bathtub or in the pool😛😬
- Devon Adams was aware of Eric and Dylan making bombs and she knew that Eric named his first bomb ”Anasazi” and the second one was named ”Paizze”. Eric and Dylan were into fireworks and they went out at night time, blowing things up or lauching tons of…
A lot of people have asked me “what is depression?” In my short lifetime. I never answer them because if I started to, I’d never stop. So, here’s a little part of what depression is for me.
Waking up every day wishing you didn’t. Falling asleep early to ignore racing thoughts of suicide at night, to stop the voices inside your head. Feeling sick to your stomach whenever you see someone smile, knowing you can’t. Not really. Thinking of everyone you loved who has passed on, wishing you could be with them. Every single day. Not eating because loss of appetite is a side-affect of your anti-depressants. Insomnia, you can’t sleep for days. Getting angry at everyone for absolutely no reason just because you can’t stop yourself. Sometimes, wanting to die because no matter how good your life is you cannot find happiness in anything.
“Getting over it.” Is never an option.
“Stop being so upset.” Isn’t valid reasoning, you’re just being an asshole.
Depression is like trying to solve a math problem without any numbers. You keep trying but you don’t understand why it isn’t working.
So, the next time anyone tells you they have depression…. Please be helpful and respect them. If you do not understand, try to. Ask questions. Be curious. Do not just tell them that ‘everything will be fine’. Just try to help them and talk to them.